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MORTALITY

end this life with dead is a scary matter. eternal life cant guarantee that we'll live happy till the end. im wondering how's heaven look like? no one can dscribe it even u show em an imaginary of a beautiful view that u think that's heaven look like. no one. i got a story to tell ya. i think i lve fr nothing. i tried to be the best, bein humble, bein nice, but why there's people make stories n rumors about nothing? its a thing that i really think its 'bullshit'. i gt friends, and they know me well. u, who dnt know me but u tell others the bullshit things about me infct u dnt know me well. we dnt even talk face to face, we dnt even know each other. see, im out of my topic now. well, its unaccptable. well, i miss my grandma. miss her a lot. life will end. i hv to admit that.

back in time.

seeing many things in life make me learn. learn bout life is taking time. have u seen something unaccepted in ur life? unacceptd and unexpcted like that, that u cant really imagine that'll goin to happen. i was. have u guys heard about 'time traveller'? that is almost same with this thing that happend to me. if im not mistaken. u can cmpare my situasion with that words. time traveller is the cncept of moving betwen dfferent point in time in a manner analogous to moving betwen diffrent point inspace, either like sending object or in some cases just infrmation backwards in time to some moment bfore the present, or sending object forward from the present to the future wthout the need to exprience the intrvening period, atleast not at the normal rate. dreamt then it happen. i was before. ive been dreaming about death. suddenly i saw death infront of my eyes. repeatdly stuasion, im nt really sure what we called it. dejavu? kinda that. i just can say ' what the hell', thats my expectation for my wondering situasion.